Starting a new life After 12 years, I am finding myself at a crossroads. I have always worked day shift part time. Now after having been out of work since February, I am exploring some other options. I am applying for a midnight shift and I am hopeful for that, but I have been more busy in the SAHM realm then I EVER have before. So far I have enjoyed although to be honest, I find it to be much more work then working Part time. My hubby works 80 hours a week and I always had the excuse "Well I worked today so this didn't get done, or that didn't get done" Now I have no excuses. I am left to my own devices on my failures at mommyhood. I have been trying to bake my great Aunt a cobbler for three weeks. I still haven't gotten it done. My little dog has decided our house is his toilet, and I have forgotten to send in almost all school papers, dance papers, Girl Scout Papers. You get it. It's not that I don't start the day off with great intentions, ...