My life is changing quicker than I can keep up with it



Is anyone else feeling that their world is spinning out of control? This COVID-19 is an entirely new experience, the world has never seen anything like this. All the things I have depended on my entire life are now in limbo. Add to that some personal problems I am having and wow.

My children are scared. I like so many others have no answers for them. I am thankful they are older and can entertain themselves. But my Aspbergers son is freaking out, although he would never admit it. We cannot go to church and wouldn't if we could. We stay united to our family in Christ by Zoom and you tube. I am thankful I have the hope of Jesus in a time such as this. We have not been leaving the house but we do have an essential worker that does. I clean non-stop.

I miss my daddy. I would like to go see him but like so many other protecting their parents, I won't. I would rather stay away and see him when this is over. I am praying for those in the hospital. I cannot imagine how scary it must be to die alone.

I am praying for the front-lines. Not just the nurses and doctors, but also the grocery store workers, the garbage men and the restaurant workers. I am also praying for those who are laid off. I am praying for our economy.

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